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Tuesday, September 13, 2005, 6:04 PM

Cheyyy.....

jana blogging sey.

well this is my very first post. first blog.

actually not first blog la this is the second one.

the first one create den forget the username and password.

address oso luper.

anyway didnt want a blog in the first place cos not always

online.but now its the holidays and since im jobless might

as well set up a blog.

da boring delete la.

i want to find a temp job to earn extra cash.

either go shopping or buy paint.

im contemplating on whether to paint my room or not.

one thing is dat my mum is totally against the idea

(eventho she doesnt have to lift a finger or help)

my dad say can but i have to buy the paint using my

own moneyn paint it all by myself

(which im fine with except dat i have no cash,

dats y i want job)

painting my room would be hard cos of all the fugly

furniture in it.i hate my room actuali. just not me.

if i had the chance i would throw away all the furniture

and start anew.but den, no money la.

my abgs' stuff alot in my room, and all messy.

my dad ask y i want to paint my room, "nk kawin ke?"

errrrr....lagi lamer tu.. i just want do wake up to sumting

NICE.

right now the walls are pale green (its NOT nice)

eventho i do like green.

i hate the shade of colour.

i was thinking of bright pinkish red and one part

of the wall white(shld it be pure white or rose white?)

my vision of my perfect room is the zen-like room.

minimalist yet cosy. simple.

but aiya...my parents dun want to throw away stuff,

"maseh bleh pkai pe!"

i want a new bed(headboard je la). a new cupboard.

throw away all the tables.

i want to set up a cosy corner with those ball-chairs like

cushion and dim lighting. woooo nice.

sadly all cost money. bluekk.

and also parents in the way. every bit of storage must use

to keep some old stuff dat bertahun2 tak pakai tk teringat pn.

like yest i clear the almari atas in my room cos my mum say

all the junk throw away den can use keep all the bunge2 n

stuff she put inside my almari baju.

imagine la satu hari balik skola nk amek baju.

bukak almari tah2 ade plastic besa pat dlm.

tgk dlm, haiyo bunge(flower plastik) lamer die kater

nk buang.so i go ask mum y they r there,

"ala simpan je la nnti2 leh pkai alik". *pfftbk*

anyway i cleared out the cupboard alot of junk n all

the bits of kainshe bought b4 i was born angan2

nk jahit tu la ni la.

at last tk jahit smpai skrg.

i throw away den my mum take back.

she say nnti she want to jahit.

please la kain yg last yr ber- metre2

kater nk buat langsir tk pegang ape lagi ni kain seme??

pas tu kene marah.

terpkse la simpan alik wat to do katerkn mak.

we all bbl logic die kater kiter derhaka psl talk back to them.

ini tidak adil.

anak je la salah........

hmm dari bbl engrish smpai bbl melayu. haha.

best jgk eh blog.

till next time la. den can sambung panjang2 lebar lagi.