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Cumberland London


Roses
And
Romance

[[ pdjftgiurt ]]
Friday, December 09, 2005, 12:01 PM

i feel like crap
im so down
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im so freaking stressed
there's just too much on my mind
some which i can say and some i cant

my brother has gone for ns
everybody sent him except me
im supposed to be in skul right now
but im down wif fever
i hate it!!!!
i think jangkit my mum
feels like flu is coming to me. hope not.

i'll probably get a 2 warning letters soon
asalkan tak kene debarred suda..

anyway..i thot i hated my bro
but after he left i kinda feel empty
tears just came to my eyes
i closed the door just in time for them not to see my eyes
urghh
as they say..family camne pun tetap sayang

well yest we all bace yaasin ramai2
was mlm jumaat n oso like doa selamat tuk my bro
i cried like nobody's business
i just cldnt help it
i tried to be unaffected
but everytime i hear the doa i feel so the amat sedih
and also all the pressure that has been
building up these few weeks just came out
i felt sooo much better
the stress of my skulwork
exams are coming real soon
and i feel so left behind. so lost.
im gonna flunk the exams
and this particular subject. i have nvr went for lecture.
this computer shit. and so i have absolutely no idea what it is.
i dont even have the notes okayy. in class masok friendster.
so i know zilch abt it. im dead.

and i havnt met my friends for so long!!!
the last time i went out to jln2 all was like..ages ago..
i think it was wif yana..the one i went to cityhall i think

IT WAS SO DAMN LONG OKAYY!!
I NEED TO RELAX!!
BUT THE TIMING IS JUST SO WRONG NOW!!
I MISS SHOPPING
I MISS MY BROTHER (whatever)
I MISS MY DARLING
I MISS U ALL LAH!!

i feel so lonely
skul friends are for skul
they dont count
it is so depressing
(but im not gonna kill myself or do anything stupid)

I CAN MAKE IT THRU
I CAN STAND ON MY OWN
I WILL SUCCEED
AND THEN IM GONNA APOLOGISE TO ALL THOSE I'VE ALIENATED
BECAUSE OF THE SKULWORK

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*PFFT*
i just needed to do that

nen i just read ur blog.
sumhow i can relate to u. but its just so confusing.

kai where r u?? duno if u still read my blog.
havnt seen/talk to u for a long time.

yana. i cant wait for the END-OF-YEAR SALE!!
im gonna korek all my money
shop till im flat broke

u. im sorry. hold on k.

haidhar. ur nonstop crap.
irritating but yet entertaining. haha.
thankyou for all the offers of wanting to send me home
because of that fazz guy.
and for hearing me out yest eventho i nvr say much.

sue. where r u??

syauqi. ewahh da regular yer..
come often la k.

i think that's all that knows abt my blog.
but u nvr know..

if u are still reading this
sorry that u had to hear all the whining
but my blog what.. =)

love you all!!

ps: there's this stinking smell from just now. dun sure if its my nose
or what my mum said last time its plaster from pple renovate home.
but i thot finish renovation areadi? or mayb its taik hidung. hahaha.
but its not taik idung la okayy..i think sumone is plastering.



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