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Cumberland London


Roses
And
Romance

[[ sad eyes ]]
Saturday, November 25, 2006, 3:55 PM

yesterday night i went to TTSH so see my aunty
TTSH is Tan Tock Seng Hospital btw.

eh i primary 2 or what got form teacher name tan KOK seng!!
the one who talks and u get sprayed by his saliva. hahha.
remember haidhar??

and somemore last time must sit on the floor in front of the class
what i learnt in primary 2 was to watch teacher always so
can elak2 not to get hit by his saliva.

i remembered wanting to bring my umbrella
whenever must sit infront. hehe.

anywayyy. back to the original story.

i went up to see my aunty. my another aunty was
massaging her right side and say can feel the blood clot.

i wanted to cry.

it was heartbreaking to see her like that not because she's
my aunty or what, but to see someone who used to be normal
suddenly become paralysed and may never walk again
just lying there on the bed made my heart ache.

then i went outside i cannot tahan and,
I CRIED.

nobody saw me(luckily) so after awhile i drank coffee from
the vending machine and i felt better.

but somehow, the rest of the relatives doesnt
seem to be affected by it so much. wierd.

maybe it's just me.
i feel sad when people are sad or in pain.
i just always wish i can/did make it better by being there.

ok now im going to make myself feel better by
going out to the coridor and feel the rain and wind on me.
then im going to eat! haha.



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