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Cumberland London


Roses
And
Romance

[[ mooncake ]]
Thursday, August 21, 2008, 12:06 PM

my colleague brought mooncakes!
double yolk white lotus and macadamia nut white lotus.
of course i took the first one cos you know i cant take nuts.
it was super nice but very muak. i want to vomit can.
i ate too much lah actually. hehehe.

nus!! cheers got chilli guava!! =)

so anyway i helped faris wrap a present for his friend.
initially i thought it was a guy cos the shirt pattern looked abit like a guy
through the plastic but then it was for a girl!! ok why is this a big deal to me?
cos i wrapped it to a guy's taste. i made a collar and wanted to put a tie.
skali akak kene tipu! so i put flower stickers on it to girlify it.
i have a picture of it but as usual cant upload here.

bodoh.

anyway faris ur friend is funny.
the one u said, "nnti aku boleh didik dier.."
maha kekek seh!! ok inside story lah.

so yesterday nus came over for awhile to get
the kimage card. all i have to say is listen to your heart,
do what u feel is right. if you see a light at the end of the tunnel then
hang on. if not, move on. the 1 year who knows what can happen.
it's difficult but nobody can tell for certain what might happen.
so what i can tell you is i'll be here for you.

ok now im reminded of bon jovi's song.
kan syauQi? we both dulu gila2kan that song.
i still do anyway. nice what!!

*everybody thinking*: ade ke org ckp tak sedap?
hehehe.

so anyway there will be a fireworks display tmrw at
marina which starts at 9pm. but dunno lah some say 8.30pm.
i never organise the event so i cannot confirm.

so yay im going to watch.

hmmmmmmmm got somebody want to bake cupcake
that time say when confirm the date will inform me but until now
never tell me anyhow say i busy with mambang hatiku....

if say earlier i will go seh.

haiiiiiiiiiiiiiii... :(

so i notice many are like emo recently so
i also will emo lah. kate members.

hmmm you know, me and fadhli (mambang hatiku) have been going
strong eversince the first day we talked. that will be a total of 6 months of
knowing him, being together officially for 3 months. i have met him almost
everyday for the 3 months, and when i dont, i miss him like fuck.

the thing is, im afraid that this might just be the 'honeymoon' period as
you call it. what will happen after the period's over? would i revert back to
my old self? the one who leaves after 1 month cos im bored? the one who
leaves a person heartbroken but yet feels nothing?

i dont wanna be that person anymore.

this thing with him is different. it's hard to explain.
he makes me wanna stay and makes me fall in love with him everyday.
he could be the one for me but im afraid that my parents may reject him.
he has expressed his wish to marry me and all. but my parents?

their idea of a menantu is definately not him.

i know if we last, i will die die want to marry him.
but if i dont get my parents approval, how can it happen?
i dont want him to change to suit my parents, i love him just the
way he is. i dont want him to change, ever. seriously everything
with him is fine, i know his family and friends,
its's just MY parents. haiyo.

mak, bapak, if the time comes,
i just pray and hope that you will keep my happiness in mind
and to accept whoever he is, for what he is.

amin.



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