[[ lifeless ]]
Sunday, June 20, 2010, 10:36 PM
My life nowadays is pretty much about work. Wake up of weekdays, bathe, go to work, come home (and if im lucky i get to meet my bf IF he's not working), bathe, sleep. Weekends? Wake up later, bathe, eat (optional), go to work (sometimes bf sends me there) , come home (so far usually bf picks me up and send me home before he goes off to work), bathe, sleep.
See. So mundane. So routine. So tiring.
It is life-less. But i gotta look on a bright side of things. Boss is training me up so that i will shine (this part the colleagues will usually use their hands and potray like a flashing bulb; so merepek krepek!) and in future he will let me handle the contract negotiations and action plans on my own. He actually told me that what i am doing right now is actually his job. But he has not got the time to do it. Secretly we all know he's sick and may not have that much long left. He has been open about it and says that even when he's not here, we must all get going with our jobs as we are right now. We are a small team and we work our asses off and ensure things get going. Well, one of the reason is of course we dont want to be scolded by boss, but also because everybody depends on each other because everybody is linked. If one person fails, the rest will be affected. So im actually happy with my work environment (minus the stress and responsibility) because up till now, i dont see any politics and everybody goes out of their way to help each other.
So boss mentioned in that in everybody's next contract renewal, everybody will be a permanent staff. The asia pacific branch has opened, my company is now listed in singapore, so yay september! :)
And i wanna thank my bf for being there for me whenever i breakdown, when my confidence is at my lowest saying i cant do it, when i felt like giving up. You pulled me back up and telling me that you believe in me and you know i can do it, that there is a reason why i was chosen to join and given the huge project. For picking me up after work eventho it was out of the way and like 10pm cos i ended my meeting late, eventho u just came back from ur 12hr morning shift and still have work the next morning.
Omg im actually tearing up as im typing this. Im so emo shit can. Alright its late, gotta work tmrw. Good night lovely people.

Oh yeah one last thing, a shot i took from today's paper. Such cruelty to dogs to dye their fur! But i have to admit the panda-dog is really cute. Hurhurhur.
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